Randomz…

When I see this, I can’t help but to seriously miss my long hair… after the YFC-concert I let my hair grow just like his. I know I can’t style it well at all when it reaches over a certain length… but…but…but… I’m going mad –.-;;

Zände

Another Staff blog today!

Zände

Did you know this? I didn’t.

Obviously there’s an KOREAN VERSION of Another World. I have never heard about it before. I just found it on YouTube. Enjoy, I think it’s awesome!!!

YFC Europe DVD: OH MY…!!

OMG it’s freakin’ US!! Everyone of us! Kristina, Malin, Mimmi and I… *faints* … WE’RE ON GACKT’S TOUR DVD!!!!! right in front of the fucking camera!! *faints again*………………….

Z

Ano…… HELLO~~~~~~~~~!!!

This is Younii speaking~ got the permission for a SPECIAL APPEARANCE here at Z’s blog!! \(^3^)/
Yoroshiku onegaishimasu~
But there is a problem,,,,,

I don’t know what to write!!
And I feel so HYPER, look at the way I’m writing!?

Dewa dewa… have you all reminded her of how much you LUFF Z lately!? Zs need to hear that often, just because it’s true~

We’re going out for a run in the sun in a little while. Just gotta WAKE Z UP first!!
“Gonna lie here for 15 minutes…”
Oh, don’t trust GACKTS~

Wwwwwwwwww!

Hey hey hey, whaddya think of those 2012 rumour thingies? Stars passing close by the earth, sunstorms, the return of the Gods, polar switches, black holes,,,,,,,,,
They’re all interesting. Some are just ridiculous, but there are some theories that sounds really exciting…
I do believe civilizations a long time ago possessed knowledge about the universe that we haven’t discovered yet, so maybe they did know things about our era…
Interestingly, even one of my senseis at school suggested something similar yesterday.
I wonder when we will achieve all that knowledge… depending on how you interpret the prophecies, theories and plain hypes going on right know, we’re coming into an era of wisdom, culture and light. A new dawn for mankind. Maybe, maybe, maybe… it’s finally time for us to realize our full potential…

A long, long time ago, our planet was just a glowing ball of magma and poison, bathing in lethal ultraviolet sunrays, the tensions causing storms and lightning to strike everywhere, everywhere, everywhere……

And yet, in the middle of all that chaos, LIFE was born.
How?

Did you know that no one actually has ever seen an atom?
So what is it? What is in it?

All these riddles without answers,,,,,,,
Energies, universes, powers beyond our reach today…

Maybe, maybe, maybe it’s time for us to learn the truth about all this, eh?

And btw, did you know that the universe is indeed infinite? And that it’s sphere shaped? That means, if you send out a ray of light into space, one day, far into the future, it will hit your descendents in their backs…

Ah, the world really is interesting, don’t you think!!??

It’s definitely a pleasure to be alive.

Now go out there and enjoy this wonderful world, peasants!!!!!! (ò_ó)

Younii

move it, move it, move it

It has been a little cooler outside today, hasn’t it? Right now I’m sitting with a warm cup of tea, but it’s not helping much. My throat aches… suddenly, it just OUCH-ed. ahahahaha~ These colds are funny. I hope it won’t escalate.

Never mind, I’m going out jogging with Y2 now. Ganbarimasu.

ZÄNDE

Space-phobia? *raises hand*

It’s like wayyy past bedtime but I just have to make a quick update here. Five minutes ago I finished watching “METEOR”. Honestly, do not watch it if you are afraid of the space, because I warn you, that movie is… scary.

Doomsday came, kind of. A meteor split in two and came towards earth, and would extinct everything. We have amazing tecnology in our society right now, in real life I mean. Meteors could crush us any day. But still we have the power to protect ourselves even a little bit. If I’m not mistaken we’ve already changed course of at least one threatening meteor that came towards earth. It is pretty cool, amazing, to say the least…

Anyway. I am a little excited over this movie now. Should go to bed. Otherwise I will start gibber about a heck lot of things that I shouldn’t talk about right now. I need to sleep… Hontou.

Ahahaha. So. Goodnight ya all. I love U.
See you in the morning.

ZÄNDE

Just some more nonsense

Ohai~!! ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/ *pained face* I’m trying to improve my horribly poor posture. It’s like OUCH. Right now I’m sitting as straight as I can, like there is a wire or something that pulls me upwards. It’s absolutely OUCH.

The amazing posture both Y-chan and I achieved at the YFC-concert last year is since long gone.

I’m going to sit like this now, stand like this, walk like this. It’s very painful. Have I said that already..? Ahaha, but it really is!
Demo, you can always look at it from a “bushido-perspective”. Achieving a powerful posture, like a SAMURAI--!!

Sugoi neeeee~ o(^^o)(o^^)o

I can’t breathe properly sitting like this, aaaaaah this body is too stiff and weak..! That too – hurts.

Enough about this posture thing~ Let’s just wait for an improvement.
I have to tell you guys, to everyone that reads this blog, that I am sorry for not commenting back on your blogs, I’ve thought a lot about it but I can’t really understand why I basically never leave a comment. It’s not because I don’t find what you write intersting – I can’t come up with something to write… Sorry, ne…
But I want you to know that I always read your entries. I am constantly updating your blogs, cuz I love to read them! ＼(＾▽＾*)…

Keep updating, guys~ luff U~
I’ll go work out for a while. Pain pain pain pain.

Z~

It’s here again, Easter-time!

Happy Easter minna-san!! （　^∀^)/ Lots of sweets for you?? I got a huge bag of candy today. Blerghhhh.  really shouldn’t eat it. Neither should you guys!!

But ahahahaa I will end up eating it all tonight.
Sadly enough I know my weaknesses, what I can do about them and what I cannot do about them. I can go with chocolate, it’s like a drug to me, but as soon as it becomes anything else it gets dangerous. Honestly it tastes horribly bad. Ughhhh! （￣へ￣）
I haven’t eaten sweets for a long time… I stopped sometime right before I became a teenager I think. I can’t recall it exactly. Nah, doesn’t matter.

The point is, I hate sweets.
But I eat it anyway if it stands in front of me.

Finally today I managed to put on some make up~! Normally I would never do it but because it is this “special” day and I looked soooooo tired and pale, I decided to do it.
Besides… I can’t deny I was a little jealous of Youni-chan. Awwwww she’s so pwwwetty!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ♡

Ended up having make up all over my face.
Alright I normally use an eyebrow pencil, but that’s just to make people see that I posess eyebrows at all. LOL.

We came home from lunch/dinner at my mum’s cousin Ann. About 45 minutes ago. There must be something seriously wrong with me, cuz lately I have been so unbelievably tired beyond words. I can’t go 1 hour without getting tired….. (;´ρ`)  it’s definately not fun at all.
Even though I went to see my doctor the other day, and everything was fine with me, I haven’t got the answers I was looking for.

As we walked to the subway on our way home today I felt my legs getting weaker for each step. After  a while I couldn’t feel them at all. Somehow, my legs became numb Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||). I also felt that I started to become cross-eyed. When I get sleepy my eyes automatically freak out like that. It is 1 of  3 visual defects I have.
I have glasses, I just don’t use them. Ahahaha! Idiot!

Nmmmm… this post became a littttlle long I think. Anyway I’ll be off now, should activate myself with something. I don’t want to fall asleep!!!

ZÄNDE

Staff blog

Do not blame me for dying completely….
This picture is mysteriously…hot!! *blushes*

Human psychology. I so want to sit on the passanger seat.
But I won’t share that part.

Child hood.

ZÄNDE

Forever radiant

It’s from London, people~!! The cover and the photobook of the CD is from London! Try to spot youself in there among the happy Homosapiens~~~!! I can’t see myself, of course, I am too short. But I lets hope for something interesting on the DVD. IT WILL BE HERE SOON!!

I’m so excited, and now we must all get ready! It’s YFC-time again!!!  


ZÄNDE

MIND FOREST english ver.

I saw you dancing in a sea of light
Playful as if nothing was on your mind
Upon the voices floating from the trees
Feeling of happiness filled me

Now broken dreams have clouded everything
All that remains of our eternity
Gracefully hands left holding tragedies
Feeling of emptiness feels me

Never to return again
From the abyss of endlessness
Every moment that we shared has now being taken away from me

Nothing could ever eclipse those days
Through the sadness and the pain
Every memory that we made will stay
Forever radiant

Calling to me from somewhere far away
A melody is faintly ringing
Something within me has become awake
Nothing can stop me from seeking

Never to return again
From the abyss of endlessness
Every moment that we shared has now being taken away from me

Nothing could ever eclipse those days
Through the sadness and the pain
Every memory that we made will stay
Forever radiant

If only I could be with you
Find someway to just make you see
Fall away inside of your kiss again
And stay forever...

Never to return again
From the abyss of endlessness
Every moment that we shared has now being taken away from me

Nothing could ever eclipse those days
Through the sadness and the pain
Every memory that we made will stay
Forever radiant

At the dog park

The laundry is done, cleaning the apartment is done, breakfast and lunch is done, Y-chan is taking a shower right now, and I just have to wash my hair and then we’re set to go.
Planning on going to Vitabergsparken, litteraly translated as “The White mountain-park”.. a little strange in english huh? There are no mountains,if they were to be any they would not be white, but it is a park. A lovely park.

We went there yesterday after we had bought two latte’s on the Muffin factory. Sat down on a bench and talked about animals, mostly dogs. And then strolled down to sit outside the dog-park to look at them…
It was amazing, such lovely playful dogs, running around socializing in the sunshine. It was a wonderful spring day, ideed.

Now when everything’s done… the household chores that is, we thought it could be nice to go there again today.

Summer is definately on its way.
It just gets warmer and warmer for each day, and the sun is shining again. It makes me happy, so so happy.
This winter has overwhelmed us for far too long……..

If you stop and think about it for a secound; even though this winter seemed forever, hasn’t it gone in the blink of an eye? Really soon summer is embracing us again… Wasn’t it yesterday that we all went to YFC? And really soon it will come back again!

Amazing.

ZÄNDE

Too tireeeed ahahaha

I’m having fun on twitter, LOL, spaming GACKT,
giving him nightmares about my mum who can’t stop talking about his ass. Ahahahahahaha~ it’s so hilarious~ Lundun 4ever *heart*

I am the one who sould be fangirling, right??
Believe me I do, I do…

I dream about his firm boobs!!!!!!! (*¬*)

No no no no nooo, no sexual thoughts now, no dirty talking. Alright? ….Not going to keep that….

Just think about it… his body against yours, his wet lips… his eyes…

………*HITS SELF*…
ENOUGH I SAID.

Tiem for bed, this is no good.
Goodnigt ya all.

ZÄNDE

Picture spam ahead!

ZÄNDE

Today, april 15th

(So, I’m back home from Hemavan, Lappland. We went skiing for 3 days and after that I ended up flying home by myself. I don’t really want to talk about it. I took a few pictures that I might upload later but honestly I do not feel very thrilled at all… Yes yes yes, ‘nuff said!)

Anyway the day after I got home I went straight to get a haircut. This long YFC-ish hair bothered me more than it pleased me. *schopp schopp*… aaaannnd, it’s all gone!! LOL.
Will upload amusing pictures of me later today~ I was at Youni-chans school yesterday and we borrowed a system-camera and went out to take beautiful pictures in the nearby park. Lovely weather!!! 
Hours of photoing, hours of happiness.

But  of course the little scamp GAKU-CHAN came out with a new SHORT haircut right before I did. So now everyone will believe that I am a copy-cat （￣へ￣）…
But I aint!!!! I had planned cutting it off for a long time, he is just an annoying big brother whos every intention is to sabotage for the younger siblings.

I have extremely short hair at the moment, but he manages to have it even shorterrrrrrr (,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;' …

OK, OK. ‘Nuff said about this too.
I will upload pictures later tonight for your wieving pleasure.

See you soon

EDIT: oh my God, it’s 20+ in the sun!! Finally~~~!!!

ZÄNDE

Just for you, Liza <3 8DD

ZÄNDE

moob-sucking, anyone?

This conversation between GACKT & some dudes cracked me up. LOLed so hard!

NATI_0413: Gaku, if you keep talking whimpy like that, I’ll sink you in the Okinawa sea. And I’ll knead your tits more…

GACKT: What do you mean “more”? I’ve never had them kneaded.

hakujan: I want to knead them!!!!!!

GACKT: I won’t let you knead them.

yourikamui: If I can’t knead them, maybe I can suck them…? (*/ω\*) fufufu

GACKT: OK, just a little.

Kirsch101: Srsly? I’m a guy, but can I suck them, too?(・ω・)

GACKT: This is a Mobile Suit for female use only. Go find a dude yourself. Sorry

This surely made my morning!
ZÄNDE

Finally, we have started!

Yesterday at about 2 pm. I, Liza & Youni met up to start putting “SHOW YOUR HEART Stockholm” in action. Because as you surely already know G has asked his fans all over the world to help out and show our support for the victims in Japan after the earthquake/tsunami. Right now we can’t do any fund-raising, but if we would like to later I don’t see any obstacles doing it, but it certainly takes more effort with aplication forms and that kind of stuff.

Our new plan was to make a scrap-book with messages and pictures of the people who showed their hearts. So we bought a book, some colored pens and a small basket to have sweets in. The trick to make HomoSapiens flock around you is to hand out something, preferably eatable, for free.
That’s exactly what we did, pretty smart huh?

I had a memory of a workshop in the “Culture House” so me and Liza tried to find it with hope of making at least some pins with the “SYH” logo, all to make us seem a little more professional. We were able to make 4 pins and even a larger sign with G’s original SYH-heart.
Due to time preassure we couldn’t make t-shirts, but at least that is an open alternative in the near future.

It was amazingly fun to charity-work! Most people were happy to write a message, but not so fond of posing with the “SYH” sign. Just you wait, I’ll make them next time….!! We took pictures of their hands when they wrote instead.

We worked for about 6 hours, and my feet ached so much I was forced to limp at the end.
But honestly it was so worth it. I feel happy about our results so far. To be the first day we did a good job! The thought is to keep collecting as many messages as possible until the end of this month when we have to send it in to G and make a video out of the pictures. Ganbarimasu---!!


We went out and did what we could yesterday, and we will continue doing what we can this month, even though we’re “just students”.

We cannot save all of them. But everyone can do SOMETHING.

ZÄNDE

Not my best day

Ah? What was that?… Are you talking to me? Ô___o… oww. I guess you are huh, since you won’t stop bothering me!!! Alright alright I know I know……… I KNOW I said-!!

There comes a time, sooner or later… when you truly realise, for the first time in your life…

that it is time to grow up…

ZÄNDE

From GACKT’s twitter

I can’t stop admiring this man… I truly love him…

“I'll say things one by one. I'll do things one by one and create results. And if you feel even a little courage from that, my existence has meaning. Because I'm certain to go on producing results, if there are people out there giving up and hanging their heads, I want you to keep your chin up. I'll show you proof that if you keep moving without giving up it will bear fruit. Let's do our best together, huh?

I do music for those who will listen. Because there is someone, even one person, who tells me they want to hear my songs… I sing because there are people who will let their hearts be moved by it. It doesn't matter if there's 10,000 or just one person. It's always one to one. It's one on one, heart to heart. That's singing. Right?

I still don't honestly have a clue what exactly I can do or what my capacity is. But even if it kills me, I don't want to say "I can't" before I've even started. That's all. So it's okay if I'm just plodding along. Even if it looks like something small to those around me, I want to go on doing it.”

ZÄNDE

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~~~!!!~~~ ^U^

From a monthly GG.

ZÄNDE