~Happy New year~

Message from me---!!! XD

 Satan love
G2

:’*

…no… not bed just yet…

I don’t know for how long now, but…
I don’t wanna go to bed…

We should do it anyway, just because it’s a new day tomorrow..with stuff to do..

well..yeah.. it’s already that day; ‘cuz it’s 3.25 A.M..
I don’t wanna be tired..

We’ve been…
..eroeroeroeroero?.. for ages now.. wow..

How happy can a human being get??..

Dewa…
Must sleep.. ^^;

Satan love
G2

It’s gonna be COLD! o.o

Saw on the news earlier today (past midnight so yeah)… that it’s gonna be cold as an ice bears ass hole the upcoming days!

Whoaaaa~! And Gackt2 DOES NOT enjoy cold weather---!!! Jesus I don’t wanna go outside… I hope soulmate want to stay inside too. It’s warm and cozy in heeeere!  





We went to the japanese shop today, pretty early actually o.o oh my… to get our hands on some sweets and a magazine. But they didn’t have a mag. with daddyG!!…. ..how come? They always have!..well..

Ahahahahahahahaha-------!!!
..G2 can probably sleep well tonight XD eroero

Nemui…hontou ni…

Satan love
G2

Just…WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG???!!!!

You2 is here again, everything was fiiiiiine………………

………

……..

BUT WHY CAN’T I SLEEP???………..

We went to bed and all…obviously, I was the one falling asleep first >.>;;; … and I though this night would end fast. But noooooo wayyyyy-------!!

…I woke up twisting around and my heart was pounding…
AAAAND…. You2 suddenly sat up to drink some water…. I was like…

”Are you awake???…”

I mean… we’re talking about a You, here! They can sleep no matter what!… chocking, indeed.

So I sat up too and we talked… and… I found out… my head was killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You2 was also bothered with headache, so we took painkillers….and now we’re here.

Sleeping time soon again….

This is almost funny huh?… kinda Gacktish thing to do.
If I lived in a smaller town I would take on some clothes and go out for a walk.

Well…seems like my head is slightly getting better.

Oyasumi~

Satan love
G2

Ah..

Tomorrow my lover comes back~!! (ahahahahahahaha-----!! I have been reading waaayyy too many fanfics XD thanks to Cha2)

Satan love
G2

Horrible day, hontou hontou >.>;;

Whooooaaa~

Jesus, what an angry-bitch I’ve become
Me dun like…

I ended up rushing away from my granny’s house, with the Oldest staring at me like I was dying or something… In a way… I guess I was >.>;

Thanks to the snow and the dark no one saw I was crying.. but maa, when I came inside I totally broke down in tears. Better now though after talking to Nom-chan over the phone… … hai~

…The Oldest told me on our way to granny that she’d been reading about heart deseases, and I was on my way to develop heart problems, with my way of being and thinking.
Because I’m always (or mostly) angry/pissed off/sad… not so fun to hear…

Well…we’ll see how long I stay alive.

Tomorrow I must do some homework we had over the vacation… it sucks, but well… what has to be done must be done. Hai~!!

I was searching around and found this vid on YouTube… I used to listen to the song in the vid when I was in 6th grade in school… makes me so nostalgic.

It was the same friend who showed me GACKT. Oh I miss that time…
So much has changed, and the world I knew doesn’t exist anymore. But I guess it’s alright.

Ahahaha, oh my… I can’t help but to laugh when I think about it ^^… the years who passed by so quickly, but still left so much emotions. 4 years.
I’ve grown…ahahahaha~ but not matured much really  yes. But no. And yes.
Time will come.

But for now, I’m just a kid who’s trying to find its place in this troublesome world. Or rather, trying to find the meaning of my existens.
… is it just me or, does that sound…familiar?…x)

Dewa dewa…kinda long entry.
I need water, a lot of water!…      so thirsty! x____x;;
Me needs to go and get my thoughts on happier stuff.

Satan love
G2

And as usual

What the heck…

So as usual I’m pissed off and the Ooooldest (she’s so fucking old) called me stupid stuff just because I’m stupid and I won’t forgive her for that ever, but I deserved those words anyway. AHAHAHA.

Today we’re off to grannnnnyyyyyyyy TJOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! lick cunt!…
but I’m gonna bring my book and read the whole time, and think of a loooot of sex. AHAHAHAHAHAHA not!

SO……. hope you had a good christmas suckers!!! XDDD

Merry Xmas

Aaaah~

Merry Xmas. It’s finally here!

Not ‘cuz I care much, I’m just interested in the chocolate and the few presents under the tree.

Day is staring off with 11 hours of sleep and an angry mood. Well, it was kind of good until I called Y2 and suddenly her cellphone went dead. Yeah, someone in that family doesn’t want us to have contact.
Fuck

Anywho… As I also noticed yesterday trying to record a song, my voice is so crappy I should just move on to the drums emediately and stay there. Jesus.

The only good thing about today must be the snow. I can’t remember even a single christmas when we last had snow.

So… I should stop writing now, since everyone who reads it will get all depressed by reading it. And it’s CHRISTMAAAAAS~ 
so fucking shit, be happy!

Satan love
G2

And here I am, waiting…

Yes… here I am updating for once, I thought I probably needed to to that.

Yesterday night, or today, actually since it was past midnight, I decided I’d take my cell phone and call my friend in Japan to say hi. First time I called him ever.
It was scary—!! xDD …
I bet my english sucked big time~ So…….

Basically right now I’m just waiting…
Waiting for dear Y2 to come to msn and for R-san to call…
But I guess I’m a bit dizzy, ‘cuz I can’t remember if he actually said he was going to call me today xD;;;

Nerves, ya know.

 

I still can’t grab the fact that in just 45 minutes, we can be able to say the words “Aaaah~ tomorrow it’s christmas!” … o.o because it’s December 24th.
It has passed in a blink of an eye. The year 2009 comes to an end after all.

I have just finished a cup of coffee… but I don’t feel any better… I’m so deadly tired I can just drop down fainting or something xD;; “GO TO BED!!” No waaaaaaayyyyy-----!!!!!!!!! Not just yet!!! xD Baka!

Maaaaa~  Tomorrow I’ll decorate our christmas tree! :DDD
It’s lovely-! <3   And soon…

Dear Y2 comes to me again
…I can’t wait!! *excited* ^___^

So… I’m gonna do some more waiting!
Ja ne~

Satan love
G2

Live~

It’s snowing non-stop!

Maybe we’ll have a white christmas this year~

Satan love
G2

Playing with pictures~

Visa fullständigt album

New Christmas header ^^

Just becaues it’s December, I decided to do a new header with a good christmas feeling~

Aaaaah, I want Glögg—!! XD

  And now I can sing lovely christmas songs again <3

    ~Gackt - 12月のLove Song~    
Now I have to get going, last day at work~ ^___^b

Satan love
G2

“training to kill”

Okok, so I’m challenged by a psycho.

Ohayou~

So… yesterday I decided I must start exercising again more properly.
And for a (maybe not so) good reason.

A psycho made me feel deeply challenged, so now I have to protect myself, and that thing (I don’t consider that person as a human being) made me feel sad and picked on. Psycho-people are the most terrifying creatures on earth.

..And maybe the worst thing, that thing have been reading saved conversations I and Y2 have had. By that the thing knows about a special person, and I don’t know how much the thing knows, but just that “thing” knows about him at all is too much… and “thing” leaves me no choise… but to kill it.

It’s sad, but what has to be done must be done. HAI—!!

So I’m going to start training again and build as much as I can till I’m going to their town after christmas.
I call this project “training to kill” fun, ne?

Just tomorrow left, then I’ll start. Solo work ends after tomorrow and then I can start focusing on this only. And I’m not going to leave home until the 24th of december, so then I can take my chanse to eat as much as I can at the same time. PROTEIN PROTEIN PROTEIN!!!!!

I have to get going now.. Last days of Solo work.

Satan love
G2

Ps. Yes psycho, I am afraid of you. Because you’re so fucked up in your brain I don’t trust you for one secound. See ya at the battlefield~ I’ll be ready. Hope you are too, fat pig.