Errr… this is getting more complicated for each day. Seriously. (*￣･￣)｡｡
And omfg my chest is hurting. Really, it’s pounding. Anxiety….? Things like this shouldn’t happen, lol. I can’t help but to think it’s highly amusing at the same time. It’s hilarious!
Dear Lord, help me (￣0 ￣;)… ahahahaha!
I’m… I’m…yeh…
(｡-_-｡)ﾉ☆･ﾟ:*:ﾟL□∨Ε 
（＞ｗ＜＊）Hey hey hey, me is happy right now. Been listening through some recordings and I think it’s safe to say that they’re quite good! wow!!!
So I am very happy. Hearing myself sing “All for love” is funny ♪♪♪♪
It’s good to be back at the drums!!! Had my first lession at 4 PM today, it’s been months since I last played… It was an intense lession. Long for next Sunday!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
2 months since YFC in Stockholm today. Oh dear how time rushes. Can you believe it? And 3 months since YFC in London. I miss it, but it’s still shining brightly in my heart.
At least now I can change my earrings, ahahaha! I took them the day after YFC, so it should be all good by now. Looking forward to it~!!
Having my first drum lession today after the summer vacation. A little nervous to be honest, but I can’t wait to play again. Besides, I’m having the same tutor *happy face*.
Black hair is back.
Yep, I dyed it black yesterday. I suppose you can get a sneaky picture of it later on today. Yeh. ROCK-style!!!
What more… hmm… Feels like I randomly write stuff. I should write more meaningful entries, don’t you think? I honestly dislike these random ones that has no real context.
Remembering the well-planned entries I used to write in the past. I miss them too. Hai …
I’ll go and do something, feel like I have to take a walk or something. Or should I head off downtown and look for a new beanie? HMMMM. Hai, me wants!! XD
Well then I’m off.
AdiOSU.
I didn’t think this moment in life would come so soon, the moment when I could fully understand the meaning behind every word in “Last Song”. I could have written it. The lyrics captures everything. It’s like they’re taken directly from my life. But I understand it now… And I’m glad I do even though I’m so young…
I’ve learned something. Something extremely important.
It’s a miracle! It has finally happened! O.O Youni commanded me to work out with her earlier today!! Σ(゜д゜;) - - it never happens!!
shock shock shock! TIME TO GET THOSE MUSCLES BACK—!! d-(⌒U⌒)-b
Paying extra attention to the shoulders, J-ROCK style! Stretched my neck a lot in college today, and will have to do it an awful lot every day if this will work out…
And oh… （￣□￣；）… that guy in my class that fancies me, is giving Y and her bf a real laugh. They’re both really excited about it. I don’t know what I think yet. My emotions are a total mess.
AdiOSU~~~
p.s.
… I don’t want it to be weekend ……
OK, I should have gone to bed long ago due to how tired I am. Seriously I can’t be arsed going to bed right now, not until Youni finishes her phone call with her bf.
I’ve been on Skype for around 2 hours talking to my gf, it’s so much easier to speak now, I’ve noticed, even though we’re on cam nowadays. I like it. Feels more relaxed than normal phone calls to be honest. Getting the feeling of actually being next to each other. Anyway, it’s nice!
I should really head off to bed since it’s late and tomorrow’s schedule is pissing me off quite a bit, ahaha, I’m so silly at times, I shouldn’t care about it cuz it’s such a short day anyway, but still…. meh, yeh, it does piss me off! LOL.
Can you tell I’m a little hyped up at the moment? Yeh, thought as much. Lots has happened over the weekend and I’m a bit drained to say the least, luckily, my soul is pumped up!! I’m over-tired, I know…
I’ll head off to bed. Goodnight~
Sitting here in the dark doing what I do best. Thinking. Reflecting. Sorting out thoughts and emotions.
OH…
I just came to think of something I could do tomorrow when I’m alone for a while; Visiting my grandfathers grave. I haven’t done that in a long time, and since I have complained a little about me not getting any contact from “the other side” lately, so to speak - I might as well go visit and talk to him a little. Hoping it will be easier… I miss him.
…I wonder if I don’t get any contact because he thinks I should deal with this on my own, or if I am blocking everyone out..? Could probably be both… Dear me. Anyway, I’ll go talk to him tomorrow. Say hello. Maybe even buy a flower…
